Amnesia

I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia, and forget about the stupid little things. 

If I could just wake up with amnesia - this pain, heartache, and sad thoughts would no long exist within my mind. But while I would forget all those moments instilled into me, I would also forget the good times. I would forget all the amazing people I've grown to love. I'd cease to remember the fun had with them and all the intimate times shared. I wouldn't remember all the things they've taught me. I wouldn't be the same "gifted-talented" person people seem to think I am. I would not know how to do the things I love to do. I would restart life's thought process, apart from the basic innate abilities.

So would I really want to wake up with amnesia?
I wish the answer was YES.
PLEASE. EASY CHOICE.
But it's not.

Learning to work through the pain staking moments life has and will bring my way.