unpermitted

I didn't ask for your help. I didn't turn to you in a time of need. I didn't ask you to fix me. 

YOU. dreamt up a scenario where I wanted your help or I needed you to fix things.
UMM NO. Not only that, but you concluded that was what God wanted you to do.
THIS. because you had a crush and you wanted a way to wiggle into my world.

SMART MOVE. NOT.

Yea, right.
"God" wanted you to tell me:
That you were here to save the day because I'm struggling with the church. That you had prayed, read the Bible, and tried to figure out how to go about this. That I was in the wrong for stepping away from ministry.

HMM...SMOOTH MOVE.

NO. You are not my superman. 

NOR. will you ever be. 

CUT. the Sister/Brother-in-Christ crap. My relationship with God is just that.
I didn't ask for your accountability. I never trusted you. I never planned to let you in.
I'm NOT okay with you thinking you get to do that. It's NOT okay.

YOU DON'T GET TO BRING "GOD" INTO A SITUATION TO GET WHAT YOU WANT!!!

YOU DON'T GET TO ENTER INTO A VULNERABLE SITUATION THE WAY YOU DID!!!

FIND ANOTHER GIRL. FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL PLAY YOUR CAT-TOY TYPE GAME.

IT WONT EVER BE ME.